awareness ke baad

jis din ye ehsaas hua ki mujhe apne aap ko observe karna hei bus mein jaisa bhi hoon uss pal mein usko correct karne ki koshish nahi karni bus dekhna bhar hei ek oberver ki tarah
dil mein swaal utha ki issey kya hoga...mein apne ko theek kaise kar paonga
but ye swaal kuch lamhe hi jee saka ...uske baad wohi apne liye ki awareness
aur mein tabhi dekha ki koi  khaal aa raha hei
uske aane ka sabab samajh mein aaya meine us sabab ko bhi dekha aur kya dekhta hoon ki wo negative khyaal apne aap chala gaya
bina kuch disturb kiye
...oh tou ye hei awareness ki asal sachai.....